Milestone Catch Up!

8 weeks

How far along: 8 weeks

Maternity clothes: nope

Stretch marks: nope

Sleep: Sleep has been really hard for me lately.  Getting up through out the night to go to the bathroom and feeling so so tired by the evening.

Best moment this week: We told David's parents this week (I think I told mine the week just before).  Also, I got a facial this week at the Aveda school which was really nice and a special treat!

Worst moment this week:  I bought tickets for us to go to the circus on groupon.  But, I mixed up the date and we showed up the day after :(  We couldn't get our money back and they couldn't honor the tickets.  I felt so dumb for mixing up the date.  They did give us a discount though for new tickets and it we still had a fun time.

Movement: I don't think so

Food cravings: none really.  I have noticed that salads have made me feel like 1000x better when I am feeling nauseous so that is mostly what I have been eating.

Aversions: Yesterday plain chicken (on one of my favorite dishes...basically a french bread creamy cheesy chicken pizza) made me gag and I just had to stop eating it.  It was surprising for me because this is something I really like and make often.  It was strange to see how the pregnancy hormones really do affect you!  And I was bummed because I wanted to eat it, but it just was nasty every time I took a bite.

Queasy/Sick: One day this week was kind of bad, but most days are okay if I am making sure to eat enough, drink enough water, and eat healthy foods.

Other Symptoms: Tiredness and bad acne all around my chin/mouth.

Gender:  I am think a girl because of all the hormonal acne.  My friend told me once "a girl sucks all the beauty away from the momma".  So that's how I am feeling lately

Labor signs: Let's please hope not

Belly button - in or out? In! I hope it stays that way

What I miss: Having nice clear skin and not feeling so tired.

What I am looking forward to: Our first doctor appointment!

Milestones: telling parents :)

19 Weeks

How far along: 19 weeks

Maternity clothes: not yet, but wearing more flowy shirts and comfortable clothing

Stretch marks: nope

Sleep: Better than first trimester and not feeling so exhausted all the time, but still tossing and turning throughout the night and waking up to take more TUMS.

Best moment this week: Looking forward to our trip to San Diego and our ultrasound next week!

Worst moment this week: Can't really remember any worst moments for this week.  But, the next week (the week of Christmas) I started crying because "I have too many presents I have to wrap and we are running out of wrapping paper.  And my eye hurts!" (I had a stye that week).  Literally I was actually crying about this stuff.  Thankfully David and my mom were nice enough to just give me a hug and pick up some more wrapping paper and wrap the presents while I took a shower.  Then everything was fine and I felt silly.

Movement: Yes!  This was the week I was figuring out what the movements felt like.  For those that haven't been pregnant yet I would describe it kind of like stomach digestion or gas bubbles, except for that you know you don't have an upset stomach (yes, weird analogy I know...and not as pretty sounding as "butterflies" but it is truthful at least for me).

Food cravings: Not really.  I don't think I've had any true "cravings" yet.  Every once in a while I will think something sounds good (but I think that every once in a while even when I'm not pregnant, haha!).

Aversions: Still plain chicken wouldn't be my most favorite thing, but I would eat if I had to.

Queasy/Sick: nope!

Other Symptoms: Heartburn.  All. The. Time. No matter what I eat and even if I am sitting up straight and drinking lots of water.  Tums help for a few hours, but I have been meaning to call a nurse to see if I can take something stronger.

Gender: We are looking forward to finding out next week!

Labor signs: none yet, thank goodness

Belly button - in or out?: still in, but becoming more shallow

What I miss: nothing!

What I am looking forward to: Finding out our baby's gender and that he/she is growing healthy and strong.  I had a dream this week that our baby was born premature.  For some reason it was the size of a 6 month old though.  But the skull didn't form properly and the baby's brain was showing!  I kept having to remind people to be careful with the brain and I was so frustrated when they weren't listening to me.

23 Weeks

How far along: 23 Weeks

Maternity clothes: Yes, I got some for Christmas.  They are so much more comfortable and more flattering for a bump (regular clothes right now just make me look chubby in the tummy, not pregnant).  I can still wear a lot of my flowier tops and jeans and leggings too which is nice.  Soon I will probably buy a belly band so that those can be more comfortable as well.

Stretch marks: Nope.  I did start putting lotion on my belly every few nights as a precaution (although I am pretty sure you will still get them if you're meant to get them...but it makes me feel better at least).

Sleep: Getting better.  I switched to a more fluffy pillow so that is helping.

Best moment this week:  Getting together with friends for games (always fun!).  Also going to the crazy expensive baby store to try out their strollers then going to Target and finding one on Clearance for like half the price that I liked just as much.  We haven't put it together yet, but it is exciting to be gathering things for our little one.

Worst moment this week: I am just going to blame all my breakdowns on this pregnancy because I can, haha!  But I got really mad/frustrated with technology Sunday night trying to import some pictures.

Movement: Getting stronger!  Last night I was feeling bigger movements and I thought maybe David would be able to feel.  So I had him come touch my belly and he could pick out where/when they were happening.

Food cravings: Nope

Aversions: Not really

Queasy/Sick: Nope

Other Symptoms: Heartburn still and I feel like I have more frizzy/unmanageable hair right now, but that could be because I am not really taking a lot of time to do it nicely, I dunno.

Gender: BOY!!

Labor signs: nope

Belly button - in or out?: innie, but stretching out more and more each day

What I miss: ???  nothing really ???

What I am looking forward to: David feeling the baby's movements (which actually happened just last night, so mission accomplished).

Milestones: Baby is 8 inches and 1.2 pounds.  About 16 weeks left.  Baby is developing his senses (can hear sounds, sense light, etc).

Expecting!

I wanted to keep track of these things for myself so I could remember milestones and how this experience has been for me.  I promise not to post too many of these because I know the only people interested are my mom and other pregnant ladies!, but you will see them from time to time as things actually do change.  Also, I am trying to keep an honest log for myself so if things are TMI I am #sorrynotsorry about that and you can just skip over that sentence ;)

Finding out!

I didn't want to take a pregnancy test too early because I didn't want to be disappointed if it was negative.  My cycles had been all wacky ever since going off BC, so a lot of months I would think I would be pregnant only to be disappointed about a week (or two) later.  Basically, I didn't want to get my hopes up and wanted to be positive it would be positive if that makes sense!

Finally, Friday night we decided it might be fun just to take a test and after googling early pregnancy symptoms and checking the calendar I felt confident enough.  We went to Walmart and bought the test.  We saw about one or two people we distantly knew in the store and tried to not make eye contact or speak more than just a friendly hello.  Also, we had to grab something to hide the test because we felt embarrassed for some reason.  It's silly that we felt this way and ironic how society and culture has shifted perceptions and somehow associated this wonderful gift with shame  (too many TV shows, movies, etc portray "unwanted"/unplanned pregnancy).  Then we went home and I took the test and I set it on my nightstand for a few minutes while we talked and tried not to count down the time.  Finally I looked at it and couldn't make out a second line, so I told David it was negative and basically better luck next time.  We felt pretty let down after all that build up, but hey it's how life goes I guess.  A while later David thought to look at it again and he could see another faint pink line.  We went to look at it in better lighting and could make out another very faint pink line.  Our moods immediately shifted and I took another test--again POSITIVE.  We talked a bit about how excited and happy and surreal it all felt and then went to bed (it was pretty late by this point).  In the morning, I took another test to be triple sure; again POSITIVE and I felt so much relief.

I actually took this at 19 weeks trying to suck in, haha!  I wanted the picture but kept forgetting to take it when there was nice lighting.